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Tracie Dudley Craig's avatar

‘Liking’ this is not the right thing to do. Your story is terrible, but you are a powerful writer. I wish there was something all of us could do. Sending all I can send. xxx

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Raquel Dias da Silva's avatar

I cried a lot reading your story and I cannot imagined your despair. I have a two year old month girl and I shudder just of thinking we could lose our partner/daddy. I really hope your story has a happy ending because you and your girls deserve it, and Ben too. 🫂

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Charlotte Varney's avatar

Oh Bella - my heart is broken and my knuckles are white reading this. Sending love across the sea xxx

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Clare Egan's avatar

This floored me. Thank you for sharing it 💕

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Clare Egan's avatar

P.S. I curate the SurvivorStack directory on Substack, and thought your work might be of interest to that community. I'll leave a link below if you'd like to learn more and if it feels right, I'd be honoured to include you. 💕

https://clareegan.substack.com/p/survivorstack-a-directory-of-newsletters

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Bella younger's avatar

Hi Clare, thank you so much. I would really like to be included in your directory. B

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Clare Egan's avatar

Amazing! I'd be thrilled to have you. I'll be updating the directory soon and will include your beautiful newsletter then. 💕

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Andrea Donovan's avatar

Beautiful writing. Hang in there, Lovely. You are stronger than you think.

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Denise Taylor's avatar

So sorry to read this; I was a huge fan of Pendulum and have seen him on stage many times. We just never know what will happen; sending love, hugs and hopes x

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Fiona Whittaker's avatar

This is the most awful news written in the most raw and accessible way. As any new parent knows, there is no way out but through. Wishing you all the luck in the world.

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Bella younger's avatar

Thank you Fiona

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Cynical Vegan's avatar

This was a horrific read. So glad you’re out the other side go tell the tale. ♥️

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Jacqueline  May's avatar

What a brilliant and inspiring rendition it’s exactly as it was..

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Jenny Kingcome's avatar

So unlucky. I am so, so sorry. Sending you love x

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